Wow, gettin' closer!

Still on the countdown.... its getting closer!  35 days left!  13 working days left at my job.  Unfortunatly I have been getting pretty worked up and nervous about this.  My thoughts-  *Giving up my career *losing my retirement  * Leaving Brian * Moving between homes *feeling homeless *Money... where is this going to come from? *getting everything I will need to live on for 4 months *Leaving for a foreign place all alone (not that the alone bothers me) *LOTS of bears  *No contact with the outside world and people I love *Missing my little sisters baby being born * missing family and friends  *no job lined up when I get home *Starting a brand new life---- All of this equals = PANIC/ANXIETY ATTACKS... much more often than I would like!   No worries though... I am working through this stage, slowly but surely!:)  I am counting on these Anxiety attacks to come quite a few more times.. but maybe with so many I will be all practiced up and they wont affect me as bad :)   I have been to stress managment classes numerous times and some of those techniques work, however my life is TOTALLY turning in a different direction.  Positive thinking!  NO I am not backing out on this, that is the last thing I want to do.  I guess I just couldnt  predict the amout of stress that comes along with leaving a part of my life and moving on to a new one.

Until next time!:)
HUGS and KISSES to my faithful readers!:)
Kristie :)